crying without tears.. saying without words... the world as it seems has nothing more for me... nothing for this pursuer to proceed.. i feel rejected... a feeling of patheticness suppress my thoughts... as life it seems too short... as life it seems lifeless...

as days go by without the presence of dee....

im gasping for a breath.. maybe trying to even call out her name... but in every attempt it just seems so hard... and im being drowned by the waters of the pacific... fantically looking for any land i could find in sight... however all i see are just the horizon... in every angle... in every direction...